too young to be 20, too old to be 19

A few things can happen when you take a month long hiatus from blogging.

You can go from being a waiter to teaching Chemistry at USJ 12 to being a call centre operator to being a waiter again.

You could move someone to tears of joy.

You could get unusually pissed off.

You could get a scholarship to persue Marine Engineering.

And you could finally hit the big 2-0.

20 years old. Thats one quarter of your life. One friggin quarter. All the things you wanted to do when you grow up start coming into sharp focus. You cant say "I'll cross that bridge when I get there", because, you're here. Now. Big decisions to make. Life changing decisions. You have already grown up. And theres still soo much left undone.

1) Getting a girlfriend.
2) Getting drunk.
3) Clubbing.
4) Getting arrested.

etc etc.

All this new found responsibility and having to handle it with the maturity of a 20 year old. Where would he even begin?